He again having doubts. "All these,is it worthwhile?Well,God wont overlook efforts right?God shall reward those who put efforts?How do i know if my efforts are enough to be earning a reward?" Once awhile he convinced himself that "life is not about getting results,it's the joy in getting there.But what if i try,i try and i try,but yet i dont see results.Do i qualify to at least whine a little?Can i at least say i'm starting to get tired of trying?"
He then ask his friend.
he :"Hey, Zan.Do you believe that efforts will be rewarded somehow?sooner or later?"
zan :Of cuz will be rewarded.
he :Says who?How sure are you?
zan :dont know.however,you'll be rewarded.If you do fail,learn from mistake,that can be consider as reward as well.
he : Well,so far i'm sorta like a living testimonial of efforts-bring-you-nowhere
zan:Maybe it is just not your time to receive the reward yet
he :Is it that my efforts arent enough?
zan:Maybe,work harder is the only way.
he :Fine,maybe you're right about efforts.What about having patience?
zan :What about it?
he :You waited,you waited and you waited.Nothing comes up,but then you thought finally something showed up,what a disappointment.
zan:Continue waiting,your time will come.
he :I've waited,just to witness a disappointment
zan: witnessed,then move along.
he :What if tomorrow requires you to wait yet again?
zan:*annoyed* You idiot,dont wait then!It's pointless,there's only disappointment.Better things lie ahead.
he :Let's say it's a mountain.I would like to reach the top,and see what view beholds.
zan:You're an idiot.Continue waiting then.If it was me,i won't.I feel that i deserve better.
he :I still stick to my opinion.
zan :Go die climbing.
he : :(
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