My effort ;study group.

Study group,ya betul.Tidak salah baca kamu semua. I went to college to have a study group session with my college mates.
There were only 3 of us, they say the less the better. =.=
Red shirt : Jian Wen
Grey:Serena.

Time:11am. Jian Wen reached at 1045am.Me,1105am. Serena, 1140am =.=
Me and Jian Wen spent that 35 minutes of waiting,talking about my history.LOL,only 4 incidents,and it worth ed 35minutes of talk.Wow.When she finally arrived,we went to the one and only mamak that dominated Pusat Bandar Damansara, Ali Maju. =.=


1230pm:Were heading back to college after lunch.Getting ready for our books!



Dont be fooled,they're professional posers.But us 3 have one thing in common,we dont like cameras.


Erm,this one,seriously,studying.Jian Wen ga yao!If u wonder what i was doing...

Open book,blank pages,even the pen cover was still intact.Me and Serena even went to buy pepsi. >"<
Minutes later,still macam ini.Even Serena stopped reading..Oh boy,distractions distractions.

It was a Saturday,so there was only a few person in college.So they off the lights and air cond,save resource konon.macamla saya tak bayar. I remember how the send me letters reminding me to pay the resource fee. I paid and this is what i get??!!i'm not going to pay it next time.Flood la my house with letters,i dont care.

Poor Jian Wen.Dah la tak tau buat,baca pun susah.HELP Univerisiy sucks.Dont think of suing me,i have lawyer friends as well. ,,l,,


Here below,we've reached a certain level of kepanasan and kedulanness.Serena had enough,and decided to call it a day.It was about 2pm i think.Before she left,i used my phone to snap some pictures of her "side".



It was that dark!!!!Baca apa macam tu? =.=

While Jian Wen was packing our things to shift place,I took the pic of Serena's side.Macam hantu. =.= Imagine u cant see her shoulder in the pic.I find this quite disturbing,have decided to delete all the pictures after this.
We manage to find the brightest place in the whole block.And we rooted to this spot until 5pm before we went to McD's. :)

I know what caused both of us failed to be productive.It was Serena's hair.
Anyway,after she left,we had the most productive 2-3 hours ever.

301am liao.Sleep sin.Tomorrow 930am have to study with Jian Wen again.


Night!

hmm.

Wasted whole day doing nothing.not even touching the book,maybe i did when it was in my way on my bed.Went to Modish to have my hair cut.Sigh..orang malang jalan punya road,it's very straight and it seems never ending.Hair stylist that i prefer,he quit his job.A lady instead cut my hair.I cant describe to her what i want,i asked her to decide for me.

Disaster lo.See for urself.


Before...sorry for the eye bags or maybe the whole sleepy look.



I think i got more tired after cutting my hair.And the hair..just a big sigh to describe it.But one thing that made it not THAT sad,the girl who massaged me,oh she macam can read my mind.When i was thinking lower,she'll go lower.Think up abit,then she went up. :P

Okay,that's it.i know it's rather short,but i must get ready to sleep.tomorrow gotta crash the library.hmm..what if the library closed on saturdays?-_________________-

a whole lot of dulan-ness

but then who am i to say anything?
Quoting Sean Hooi , "let bygones be bygones".
Ini saya cakap "mak mu!keretapi dah bertolak ke station lain dah.too fucking bad la.fuck off!"
Tak tau kenapa saya begitu marah.Tak cukup tidur kot.

Anyway,today!ahhh..besides people is falling asleep everywhere and of cuz THAT. Red indicates anger.So today,i did some studying.YES!I started my 1st step from accomplishing things that i listed from the previous post.

Gotta say,starting wasn't easy for me.As there's Undiscovered part 2 to think off.
Kicking things off,i shall show you the "draft" of The Undiscovered part 1.



Dont try too hard to read what i wrote inside.Part 2's points are inside there. :(


One of the questions i did,past year question.Wasnt so sure about the answer,potong here potong there.Read the obvious.



This was my first try of the semester on manufacturing over-head budget.LOL..i know i know.

Almost perfect answer for a Direct Materials Usage and Purchases Budget.well at least perfect as in there's lil correction i made compare than the previous ones.


It's soooo not me updating post like this.But hey,change is good right?

Shall say bye with the green thingy below.
Why green?hehe....

The Undiscovered (part 2)

Blossoming under a certain mistletoe,
I grew fondly of your companionship
to knowing your joys and your woe,
daily,in our this beautiful relationship.

Allow me then this slight perchance,
for me to being,to giving and to invoke
a securing feeling in your lifetime,hence
becoming the one,together to yoke.

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totally unrelated to the title.it's 1.48am.those who know me well,it's rare to find me still awake in this hour.I'm sure my cant-sleep-problem is gone.One of those things i dont understand myself.They're in Genting casino gambling.Sigh,made me sound so pathetic according to that person!!!!! I hope u cant sleep tonight for saying that.But trying to be a better person like myself,i'll shall not curse you cuz i just remembered that u have exam.


To-do list/being better person ;

1:be a more hardworking person.
Yes,u read it correctly.Hardworking.Starts today,there'll be a new hardworking me ditching the old lazy me.

Yeah,3 things have to go.Ipod,Laptop and P1wimax.Beyond broadband konon.



Instead these on the floor,should be on my bed and i should be studying them.Oh yeah,i dont study on desk.
2:clear study table.
I'll will one day clear my "study" table.LOL...it's full with papers and text books.And of cuz cables,hat,my photo album,my personal documents(which is almost impossible to find,but i know they are in there somewhere),my Death Note manga collection which is 2 or 3 volume short.went missing.Oh,of cuz a photo frame of the proudest moment of my life so far,receiving a medal from my former headmistress back in high school days.Oppss getting somewhere else.

3:improve my english
vocab,tense watever!just get them improved!This is vital,poem needs good vocab :x
You need good english to communicate with those typical bananas that dont know any sort of cantonese at all.And of cuz,it's the main language in business world,and since i'm in business -____- guess improving my english should be killing multiple birds with a stone. :)


4:Be a talker rather than listener
Not to blow own trumpet or watever;i'm a good listener.If you still don't think so,u're in denial.But i think in some point in life,i have to be a talker.The one who talks alot,because when two listeners sitting together,u will only get awkward conversations?

5:Not be afraid of potential embarrassment
This in particular,has been hindering me from enlarging my network in college.I 'm afraid to approach an already established group of friends.And also my habit of saying no to almost everything.I need to say yes!Yes to bowling,yes to badminton,yes to dance.
Note:that 3 activities,1 is boring,2nd phobia.3 plain stupid.All lead to potential embarrassments!

6:Optimistic rather pessimistic
Hope,promise,confidence,idealistic just to name a few characteristics that i'm lack of.
I always over think stuffs,over analyze ppl's words.I just cant help it.Woof!


That's it for now.I cant believe i posting this up.So this is what boredom can do to a person.

The Undiscovered (part 1)

Be it, this lass, exasperating,
Her appeal leaves me unbending
What creature nibbles, yet I find belonging-
To me, her locks and eyes, thus ever so charming

The thought of once again,
Having her dreamy eyes on mine
Which i silently hope
She and i entangled in moments of affection.

1218pm

i still cant sleep.

Ah Soon said if someone cant sleep,that means that person has something going on.But i asked what,he couldnt asnwer me.
Knowing myself for almost 22 years now,it's either after hearing something bad that makes me couldnt sleep or got too much going on inside my head.

It's funny saturday night i was hoping that i could dream,so did yesterday.Well i dare not to hope to have a dream anymore,i just want to fall asleep and feel the satisfaction of having a quality sleep!

I' found out an interesting sort of article about déjà vu;
These researchers also tied evidence of precognitive dreams to déjà vu experiences that occurred anywhere from one day to eight years later.

See,i know you before i even met you.Most recent experience was on saturday,it's weird,just makes u want to know more.Ok,thats it for now,i'll try to sleep again.

today.

18th april 2009.saturday.

For a typical chinese like me,18 is a very "ong" number. Nothing could go wrong,at least should not.Not even doing bad stuff,such as lying or stealing.Anyway,i woke up on 9am,dont ask why.I dont know!How boring can i be talking about my day?I NEED A TRIP BADLY!suddenly it feels like writing a diary.i can tell you,this post contains no picture.even there is,the quality is too bad for naked eyes.Woke up,not to brush teeth first.I actually switched on my laptop and login facebook.oh help! after surfing for several hours,i saw Eva online.So,i asked her what time should i go to her place.Yes,i went there.Sorry for not telling you the truth,i couldnt tell u straight up,i have my reasons.You know who u are,if u are reading.


Around 3pm gotta be there,so i left my home around 12pm because i got shopping to do.So i dropped by Plaza Damas,Hartamas Shopping Complex.trying to find a decent looking present for Eva,a belated bday present.January was her birthday.wtf,mintak hutang jugak dgn saya.I walked walked and walked!Whole dam mall would have blown my budget wide open.Stupid mall!!Then came Toy "R" Us.Thank God for that shop,went into the shop thinking there's gotta be something i can find!

Conversation with the malay dude who was wrapping my gift.

ME :Err bang,u tau macammana pigi ***** ah?
MD(malay dude):Ntah la.Lama tak keluar..rasanya guna kl-seremban highway.sungai besi tu.
ME :(no idea wtf he was saying)Oh..oh ya,tolong musnahkan price tag tu ye..nanti tak baik orang nampak harga.
MD :Ok ok,gi sana buat pe?
Me :Jumpa kawan je..
MD :Ini mesti perempuan ehh..
Me :(gave a smile) ye la.takkan laki.
MD :NAh,ok dah.Good luck ya.
Me :Thankiu.(wtf?wish me good luck wat for?)

I left the toll around 1.40pm,Kerinchi i guess.Not so sure about highways,i only can go to places,but i dont remember names of tolls.Not knowing i'd end my day with sore/numb legs,i looked forward for the journey to there.I thought my friends were joking it was just a straight road all the way to there,but it was really a straight road.

Reached the toll,and i asked the lady how to go to Eva's place.Oh boy how glad i asked!No road signs anywhere after the toll,and there were 2 roads to choose.Ikut kanan,straight,traffic light,kanan.Thats what the lady said.So i called Eva,asking her how to go her place.Even with that,over there is still confusing.That place kinda ulu,so ppl memang rebut business whenever ada chance.In that particular town,stupid signs were flooding the roadside.I cant even see Eva's place.GRRRR WOOF!

Anyway,after 2 roundabouts and i reached there.Well it's only the 2nd time i been here.And yes,cant help but to try to recall how was it like compared with the 1st time.Well,this time around i came with a car,without William and of cuz finding different person.I thought minutes over what to write,honestly dunno what to say.

Eva was not there,she asked me to go her block which is almost the furtherest away from where i was standing.Sweating like a pig,waited for her downstairs.I showed a rather annoyed face to her due to the heat. :(

ME :Weh hou yit ah..
Eva : Hang fai tit lor..

Menyesal 1000tahun why i told her the weather was hot.She walked even quicker and said "Hang fai tit ma mm sai lor"...Huh?What?Does it really works that way?U walk faster den it's not hot anyore?Dont know how ppl think these days.

So we went to Mcdonald's,which we dont know where at 1st.Pakai tikam sampai lor.Right beside funfair.Well,i saw the Mcdonald's and it was SO small.Went inside,and i saw the queue.Nampak orang pun sudah kenyang lor.It's like ppl there tak pernah makan Mcd like dat lor.Beratur sampai outside lor. I waited for almost 20minutes and that 20minutes ,sigh..i was a racist(green because hari raya = green) bastard for that 20minutes.That malay girl..fat hao fat hao nvm lor...dont cut queue ma..dulan de marh!When their turn to order,they orderred for 4 person.Felt like biting ppl at that point of my life.Well,after getting my food,i went up and sat there.Eva didnt ask much,as she knew i was frustrated.But i did tell her about the malay girl. >"<
If she's with her collegemates,she would be having massive cam whoring sessions.Too bad,she's with me.
She did manage to get one pic out of me.



*clap hands*

And i didnt know the laptop's cam was less then 2 megapixel. =.=

I felt sick in the stomach,maybe too full.I dont know how she can still eat that icecream.She bought us mcflurry oreos. And mine,was melting away even before it got into myhands. End up macam drinking soup.
And she still can ask "eh why u eat so slow?Not nice meh?"
"Nei wa leh?Sluurrrrrrrp!"
WOOF.
She ended up laughing and almost choked.I would love to see that seeing my ice cream shudnt be called icecream.




She drove us back; 1st because she wanted to, 2nd i dont feel so well with my stomach. :)
Since i got no plan for dinner,might as well just stayed alil longer.We played some pool and a game of foos.There were funny moments during the pool games.Hmm anyway,knowing she wont follow me for a walk outside,so i asked for the sake of asking,then i went out to my car.Putting the gift i bought for her and put it in the bonet(bonnet?watever) together with her bag.So after a drink,i finally decided to go back home.I thought ,"hehe,u'll definately be surprised and feel guilty after saying so many bad things about me"

I think it's God's arrangement,i need to go toilet before sending her back to her hostel.Next thing i know when i went back into the car,i saw her bag and her smiling at me,preventing herself from laughing.Sigh..plan failed miserably again."Yes,it's for you.Why didnt u take it?"

"I couldnt be sure marh..nanti not for me ma malu?"
"oh,yao hai wor hor.." (still feeling the effects of not pulling that off properly)

Well,i gave it to her feeling i could have done better.Oh well,i still have tomorrow,tomorrow and many more to come.Well,unless i die tmrw. It took me 45minutes to reach my place.I did listen to you,not speeding.I was 5 minutes slower :)


This was the gift.It's call err what bear again? =.= It's on her latptop now.


Enough la malas nak type dy.Sore legs,eye bags.

Ps,i screwed up the colours,and i cant undo it.